No one's first thought upon waking should ever be "we need to call the funeral home today to have them pick up our baby."
That was the only thought, repeating itself, as I tried to wrestle myself back into sleep this morning. Eventually the tears won. I unwound myself from the pile of blankets and headed to the bathroom to once again wash away the signs of childbirth from my tired, aching body. I don't have the energy to think about showering, so I sit, wrapped in my robe, wishing this hadn't all just happened to me.
I have no idea how to get through today. I can't even start to think about tomorrow.
That was the only thought, repeating itself, as I tried to wrestle myself back into sleep this morning. Eventually the tears won. I unwound myself from the pile of blankets and headed to the bathroom to once again wash away the signs of childbirth from my tired, aching body. I don't have the energy to think about showering, so I sit, wrapped in my robe, wishing this hadn't all just happened to me.
I have no idea how to get through today. I can't even start to think about tomorrow.
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